I don’t think that I belong here
I had a different life in mind
If I was not so shot full of poison
I’d leave it all behind
And move out of the city
If I could figure out where
Though everything that terrifies me
Would just be waiting for me there

I’m getting to escaping from
The rush of air that burns the lungs
But something there keeps telling me

I went from having lots of bad friends
To feeling totally alone
I’m gonna have to call that progress
Though I wish I’d made it long ago
While trying to find the reason
In the message I receive
When I cry like nightclubs in the morning
For what’s still so far out of reach